The English Inquisitor

I can feel you all around me; my mind is spinning from consuming vicodin.
I just want you to lay right next to me, to heal my pains, to make them all go away.
My arms, my foot, my mind and every emotion I have felt.
The time I spend with you is like I am on top of the world, no one can hurt me, and no one can hurt us.
When we are away from each other, I feel it, the dark, pitch black.
It all can affect how I feel, how I am stronger than the rest, it is all diminished.
You’re the only one I can rely on, you’re the only one to protect me, I give you such a responsibility, because if you didn’t have it, I would, and right now I need the support, I am weak, not strong, I cant even get to my bed, I have been sleeping on the couch for three days straight.
I try to get through this for one thing, I will only heal for one reason, and its not me, its not you, its for us, because without you by my side, I don’t know how I can do this, how I can be so strong, so willing, to do my best, you don’t know.